Had Igone too far? Can I turn back after this? I knew I was going to getfucked and I wanted to get fucked, but would I ever be the same?He pulled back...and took his hands from my hips. Jennie continuedapplying and pulling off wax all the while. Then I felt his finger rundown the crack of my ass. Slick with lubricant he zeroed in on my holeand began to gently push his finger in. He fingered me like that for afew seconds, then a bit longer with two fingers, and finally three. Hefinger fucked me. Even when we were just chilling as a group of friends we would always fall into the depth of each other’s conversation, I could and did talk to her for hours. I could see for all these reasons that we would make a great couple and would be so happy together. Bizarrely, for that very reason I was adamant that nothing would happen between us. I had just spent 4 years in a very ‘steady’ relationship, 4 years of ‘making love’, I had had my experience of a ‘nice’, ‘stable’ girl and wanted to have. I just thought you and Jenna had gone on a weekend trip with Gavin and Rebecca. How much fun can two couples have?" As soon as the words were out of my mouth, I got images of orgies I had seen in porn and some of the parties his mother and I had attended. Lost in thought, I almost missed the turn off to the road that would take us the rest of the way to the secluded lake. I was hoping that it would be quiet and no one would be there. It would make the seduction of my son so much easier."Oh,. After we moved, we had a spare bedroom, but for some reason, either one of my husband’s friends would be staying or the room was in use or being redecorated. However, it was never available for my friends and family.Sadly, I pushed or tried to push everyone away. The common argument was that they thought he was abusive because of the way he controlled parts of my life. Things like what jobs I took, who my friends were and when I could see them. However, I refused to see it, as far as I was.