I wonder what it would have been like. To just have, the briefest of moments to be with you. To be a whole person again. To be a real person with a li...e again. To be what used to be me. I wonder about a life that can never be now. A life that, that by contrast, is so different than what I have now. I can not hope for this to be as I would like it. Doing so would mean not considering you and your situation. So instead I attempt to get through the day as best I can. I muddle through. I struggle. With my fingers I parted her lips and then ran the tip of my cock up and down her slit. It was slightly moist from my licking but I could tell that she was going to be quite dry inside, not enough to be painful for my cock, but enough that it would be extremely unpleasant for her. “Ok Bec, now I’m going to push the head of my penis past your labia and into your vagina. Don’t worry I’ll stop when the head is in”, I explained to her in a clinical manner that really turned me on.I pushed my head. She took a short break and asked me if I could cum more than one time. I assured her I could. She just said “good” and to “feel free to feed me all your cum” Which I did after about two minutes! I unloaded in her mouth and she swallowed every drop without spilling a bit. Linda finally orgasmed in Maggies mouth and flooded her face. Maggie got up and told Linda to please suck her off now. Linda went down on her immediately. Linda, between strokes said “ Don't cum in my mouth yet” Maggie said she. I looked at her and she had her eyes closed. I let my fingers drift up the back of her thigh now until I felt the hem of her shorts. I then made up and down stroking movements on the back of her thigh. Every time I went up I went a bit higher.The leg opening of her shorts allowed me to go up her leg with almost no interference. I went about an inch or so higher with each stroke. I was VERY turned on and could hear my heart beating in my ears. She kept her eyes closed but was breathing hard out.