“It’s going to seem like forever,” he said, aching to put his arms around her, but trying desperately to give her the space she obviously needed...Reina sighed. She supposed it would seem like forever to Chad. She stopped packing for a moment and crossed the room to him. Then she put her arms around him and held him close, whispering in his ear, “I love you. But this is something I feel very adamant about. You will survive, I promise. The next woman you fuck will be a married woman.”“What if I. I think I have a lasagne in the freezer. Or maybe a Shepherd's Pie. There is no point in cooking for one, ready meals are easier.With a click of the "Send" button on Outlook, I am done for the day, and reach for my laptop bag. There is something unexpected in my vision: it is a red envelope with my name in flowery lettering across the top. I glance over at my office staff but no-one is looking in my direction. Not one. The envelope smells fruity; strawberries, or raspberries, maybe. I stare at. .but, we're b****rs...”, he said, to which I replied, “I love you, I always have, I know that you love me, and that is all that matters. I will not lose you to anyone, I'm your girlfriend now, I want to be your wife.” “Well then, he said, I'll have to make you a proper girl.”, he said. I looked at him curiously. “Come to my room tonight before I go to sleep.” he replied. That night, I snuk into his room, dressed as cutely, and scantily, as I could, while he showered. He came in and smiled when. No he must find her, now, before he lost his way, before hope was replaced with despair.He sat alone. All was silent, still and calm, first two fingers on each hand touching the thumbs. With the palms up, and the eyes rolled up focusing on the third eye, he was at peace.Meditation was his escape from this world. When he allowed his subconscious to take over he was able to travel into the metaphysical. Here he was capable of seeing were his soul had come from. He was given a glimpse of the.