She came beside me and knelt down. She told me that she was going to help me with the pose. I tried to arch my back and extended my arms, she placed o...e hand in the middle of my back and the other right on my ass and pressed up. The heel of her hand pressed into my left cheek and her fingers pressed into the other. Once I was in the actual pose she moved the hand off my back and turned the other where the heel of her hand was on my tail bone and her middle finger was resting between my cheeks.. This prevented me from developing any relationships and shielded me from disappointment. I am all in with this crew, including the lifestyle. If your girls approve, I will even take one of your collars.”I nudged Beth and she went over to Barbie and pulled her into an affectionate hug. I saw her lips move as she whispered something into Barbie’s ear that only she could hear.Barbie turned to Beth, gently kissed her lips and said “thank you.”Later, Beth told me that “I explained to Barbie that she. She looked pensive. "Mimi, I think we needto talk?"I ushered her through to the little chill out room and we sat together.Gloria being Gloria meant there was no preamble. "OK Mimi, what's goingon between you and Molly? I just got off the phone with her and shesounded devastated."Alright, if she wanted it she was going to get it. "Gloria, I am sick ofliving the way we do, Molly on the other side of the country or if she'shere she is running around after you. We finally seem to have most ofour. "Yeah, man! That was outrageous. Of course, it had to be fake, right?" No."Gunny looked to Brock for guidance on this.The Colonel shook his head, "She's for real. What do you think happened to the conference table? Two inch thick slab of solid mahogany. Snap!" Jeez!" Max said. "Real. Damn."After that, Gunny and Max got very quiet. I succeeded in making them take us seriously, but now they seemed too uncomfortable to talk to us. Great. I wondered if I should try to undo what I had done or if it.