’ He took her hand and continued, ‘I didn’t mean for your standing in the town to suffer because of me.’ She chuckled and then laughed out lou.... ‘I know all about it. Some of the lady’s and I have talked about you and I. Do you really think I care what the town thinks? One thing that Jamie taught me in our years together is do what you want. If it doesn’t hurt anybody, do just what you want.’ Emma paused and took Dillon’s hand again, ‘We’re not hurting anybody and you’re what I want. Okay?’. In the van though she continued to hold my hand and smiled at me. She asked me what I was doing that night.I had planned to go and hit some bars in Soi Nana or Soi Cowboy, but I thought I couldn't really tell her that, so I said I was going to see a movie.She immediately said, "Oh, I like movies."So I thought, great I'm in here!So I asked her to come along. She agreed to meet me at the foyer of the hotel next door to mine as she said if she was seen at my hotel it could get back to her company. ” Ye sunke maine apna control kho diya aur uske doodh par zor zor se chaate maarne laga. Fir pakadke ek doodh apne muh mein bhar diya aur usee chusne laga.Zor zor se kaatne laga aur uske nipple ko chabane laga. Uske doodh ab meri berehmi se laal ho chuke the. aur nipple sooj gaye the. Ab mujhe use kiss karna tha toh uski chuchiyan dabate hue hum firse kiss karne lage.Maine dhire dhire apna haat uski armpit ki taraf badhaya aur sehelane laga, jisse woh aur garm hogayi aur hawas se bhar gayi.. The antibiotics are finished and the secret police are arresting anyone who has gone through the changes. If you admit it, you're as good as dead. Send money and your thoughts to us. For those with political connections, we need you to use them... Now... anyway you can. Use your powers, please! Love Madi"It was a chilling letter and it brought back the reality of the world around me. It made me aware of why it was so important for me to keep on going with this crazy life. All I wanted to do was.