While we loved each other, we were both comfortable with our respective spouses and families. We did not want to lose each other, but we weren’t wil...ing to risk all that we already had. As I walked down the corridor, I saw the housekeeper arranging linen in the cupboard. She looked up and gave me a big smile. She had seen Gemma and me come to the same room regularly, but she never batted an eye. It was a luxury hotel where the staff were taught to respect the guests, especially regulars. It. The cruise control was set on eighty miles per hour and the big Suburban handled it with ease. I was driving now, with Mary riding shotgun. Andy and Lisa were in the back seat, playing gin rummy and whispering secrets. It was cold outside but the heater and the bright sun through the windows, created a warm pocket for us as we flew down the road.I had the radio on a rock and roll station. Heart’s “Crazy on You” came on and I heard Andy start to sing along with it. I could see her animated and. After all it had been four and a half months that we've been apart. In his letters he said he still loved me.My friend Eric and a couple of other nurses convinced me to go to Karaoke. They said I needed a night out and it might make me feel better. Mom agreed with them and said she would watch Alecia for me. My friend Jen picked me up and said the others would meet us there. We arrived at the lounge and Eric got us a front row table. There were six of us in all; four girls and two guys.We all. I was the only woman round the table with 15 men, but I was confident enough to take them all on and more besides. I caught my managers eye and brought up my presentation on my computer, so it displayed on the media wall at the front of the boardroom. Getting up, I smoothed my skirt over my narrow hips, tucked my long blonde hair behind my ears, licked my lips, and then, once I was sure I had everyones attention, delivered my blistering presentation. Yes, maybe I was using my sex to gain an.