I saw the compassion and understanding return to his eyes followed by him rolling off me. My conscious had no issues in informing me at just how close...it came to crossing my line. I was glad that even I was able to hold onto my love and a small shred of sanity and rationalism. We had a very heated discussion about likes and fantasies a week ago. He informed me of his desire to control the woman, to love her and command her and watch her love every minute of it. I have to admit to myself that it. I'm not sure I buy the comment about you having a crush on me but I appreciate the sentiment. I can tell from your letter that you're not the shallow person I thought but I know you can pick and choose when it comes to boyfriends so I won't delude myself that I'm on your short list.As for friendship, yes, I'd like to have you as a friend. I'd like to be able to write to you and talk to you about personal things. We've both learned some hard lessons and that should count for something,. .. but that’s not what I meant. You’re older. We’re not married and I want to...”Flossie felt a ball of warmth burst in her loins. The proper Flossie inside her had been nattering on about how wrong all this was, and now it yelled at her. The wanton Flossie said “So what’s the big deal? You want to too. Admit it girl.”“You’re a man,” she said. “Men are built to want to do that with women.”“But my father!” he groaned.“He wanted to hurt me. Sex can be used for that too. It can be used for. Jamie gasped out loud, causing Mitch to turn his head towards the door. Their eyes met briefly, and she cried, "I'm sorry!" before she ran off to her room and shut her door.Mitch couldn't believe what just happened. SHIT, he thought, did she hear me call her name? How much did she see? Then he realized she must have seen and heard everything. He felt horrible and embarrassed. He was supposed to be the responsible figure in her life and he just blew it big time. He needed to apologize and beg.