I still felt disgusted with myself. Chris not throwing me out made me even more confused— the opposite of what I thought ought to happen.At first I ...oubted Chris, finding it hard to believe that he could still want me. When my doorway escapade didn't get me thrown out I should have felt great. I didn’t. Maybe it was the adrenaline still surging around my veins or maybe things simply take time to sink in. I was confused and unsettled with one thing after another bouncing around my head.I knew I. He looked to be a little older than her and was fairly fit. As he approached their property she stepped to the edge of the deck, placing her hands on the rail as she leaned over and pretended to take in the view. She definitely caught his attention. She waved rather lazily at him as he walked past and blew him a kiss before he got past her.He stopped and looked around before approaching the deck.She giggled and motioned him up to the deck before going into the house.They saw him walk up to the. The story starts when I was studying in class 11 and there was my friend madhav and her sister renu. She also studied in our school she was one year older than me as she studied in class 12. I had a crush on her and sometimes fantasized about her at night. As in 11th class I already had a girlfriend so I only occasionally talked to her I also had her phone number. But when I got in class 12th I had break up with my girlfriend and my section changed and madhav was also in my section and he was. "Let them see that I love you truly and would give up all the others to be with you." You have too much to do to be tied to an old woman," she whispered. "Think of your mission." You are a part of that mission Catherine," I told her. "I don't know why, but I am certain that you are very important to that mission. Besides, I have told you, you're not old and I am going to have you! As soon as you can accept that, you are going to be mine. Heart, soul, and body. And I can't wait to have your.