‘Please forgive me, but I have spent far too many hours daydreaming about being with you right here – and then you go and show up! Please, if you ...ave any doubts, if you don’t want this to happen, let me know now.’ I could only look in his eyes with astonishment. I managed to say, my voice quivering with emotion, ‘If you only knew how I have fantasized about you in the years since I’ve seen you last. I’ve always dreamed of finishing what we started so long ago. I can’t believe I’m here with. Janacone. My mother was a wonderful woman, and if she heard me call you by your first name, she'd have my head. We were taught to behave, and respect our elders. It's a hard habit to break, and one most grown up people appreciate."He hit my arm, laughed, and walked away.The first game of the Detroit series was on a Friday night. The stands were packed beyond belief. A guy in the radio show said the club sold four-thousand standing room only tickets, and that scalpers were getting five-hundred. If it were the opposite of the blade, then what, defeat? Powerlessness? He replayed the litany of the blade in his mind; everything the blade was, turned on its head...He remembered songs he'd heard as a child, things he hadn't understood and hadn't thought of in ages. An idea came to him, slipping quietly into his consciousness. He turned it over in his mind, exploring the idea...yes. It felt right; the more he considered it the more it fit."It is the bowl." And what does that mean?'"It. They were all lap belts at the time. They snapped together and you could adjust the length of the belt to make it fit on you.Not long after I remember having a recurring dream. A nightmare really. Where we were driving on the Chesapeake Bay Bridge and our car was suddenly sinking in the water. I had the new seatbelt on and it would not snap open no matter how much I tried.I knew it was a dream since the bridge in question was hundreds of miles south of us at this time. It was still scary. I.