Instead, the deafening blast took my hearing. I have been deaf ever since. Now, I know what you’re going to say. I should be happy that I have a gre...t life and a wonderful family, and I am. But I can say that ever since the accident, my mother has been getting further and further from me. There were times that she and I were close.. we had fun when I was little. But after the blast.. She grew distant. I guess I’m being cryptic. It hasn’t gotten to an unbearable point in the last 13 years,. I kind of liked the way I looked right now,makeup disaster notwithstanding. I had a date very soon that seemed tolike the way I looked, and I seemed to get a lot of positivereinforcement from my friends and co-workers. Did I really want to goback to being a guy so soon? Did I want to stay this way? Did I want togo maybe even further?I started picturing myself with breasts and maybe some othermodifications, and I felt a warmness in my chest at the thought. Also awarmness down below as my still. Taking his seat he did what the other students had done. He took out hisworkbook and did the problem on the board which was labeled 'Do Now'.The problem was on fractions. There were a list of fractions with onemissing and he had to figure out what was the missing fraction. It wasvery easy stuff and he finished quite quickly. He wasn't the first tofinish the problems, some of the students had started before he had, butwhen he was done he had time to think.Jay couldn't really believe where he. Mujhe chidh lagelagi thi. Maine socha main yaha maalo ki gand dabane aaya hu aur ye meri gand me lauda de rha hai!! Maine jagah bana ke gand aage kar li.Thodi der baad bus ne fir jhatka diya. Maine tight se rodpakdahua tha, so main saamne wale pe gira nhi. Lekin mere peeche waala is baar bhi mujhse pura sat gaya, jabki is baar ka jhatka bohot halka tha.Mere paas aage jaaneki koi jagah nhi thi, aur usne apna lund meri gand pe zor se daba rakha tha. Maine peeche mudke uski taraf dekha. Wo dusri.