What little genuine sadness she felt was more than assuaged by the very considerable settlement from the drunk's insurance company and by the payoff o... the large life insurance policy her husband had insisted on taking out. When his estate was added, Josephine became a wealthy young widow, and judicious investments provided a regular and substantial income. She was rich enough that she could afford to move to a large nearby city and work at a job that didn't pay much but interested her and. I like it; it fits me perfectly regardless where I put it." She looked up at me and chuckled to remind me that she had put it all the right places. Debbie looked puzzled by our private joke.Debbie asked, "I always call it a dick; so you have seen Jimmy's dick when it was hard?" Marlene replied, "Of course, I caught him masturbating many times. I even held it in my hand once which caused him to shoot-off all over the skirt I was wearing."Marlene moved lower on the bed so her head would be about. "He's dead." Sweetie..." said Stasya. "What he chose to do with his life is his business. Not yours. You're responsible only for yourself." Yeah," Meredith said. "And I... Wasn't very nice to him, was I. What he did was what he did, but I still did bad things... Horrible things. And I'm not sure if I can deal with that."Stasya had no answer. Neither did Jeff. He could see both sides of the argument, unfortunately, which wasn't helping matters."So, there was that," Meredith said. "And then there. They were talking and having a great time, my mom told us how much fun she had going out with her friends last night and Linda went on about how she fell asleep infront of the tv. I tried my best not to laugh at any of this and I felt a slight sensation of cool and calm going through my body. After breakfast, I said goodbye to both my mom and Linda and went on to meet some friends. We went out for coffee and even they told me, that I was particularly calm and relaxed today. When I returned home.