I can’t stop saying the dumbest things at the times when they will hurt people the most. Look, you’re a rape victim and I let you pay me with sex....I didn’t know for sure that was the case, but I should have sensed it. ‘I’m going to drive you to California and help you get setup because if I don’t, I may find some way to blow my brains out when I get there, just out of pure guilt. Fucking gun laws notwithstanding. Do you have any idea how painful that ten day waiting period for my own suicide. I was convinced that I had to have him, or rather, he had to have me. Now if only I could bombard him with my face and my body every night, he could not help but notice me and give me my opening for my fantasies to come true.I devised a careful plan. I discovered the elevator that he took to his office, and I stood in front of it waiting for him. We got on together, it was so exciting and I found him so irresistible. He could not avoid getting close to me, but alas nothing happened. Why hadn’t. ... for what seemed like an eternity i slowly played, opening my eyes i saw my mum standing there watching me, she suddenly realised that i had seen her and she quickly walked out saying i'm so sorry.I got off the bed pulled up my boxers and walked out of the bedroom across the landing into her bedroom where she looked at me all flushed, again she said she was sorry and i said it was ok, don't worry about it. My cock was still hard and i asked her how long she had been stood there as if i. Her cunt was amazingly hot inside. God, it felt good! For a moment I just lay there savouring thesituation. I actually had my dick deep in my own sister's juicy pussy. The impossible dream of all my adolescent years had somehow miraculously come true. "Oh God, Shilpa!" I whispered hoarsely. "I love you! OH GOD, I LOVE YOU!" I was just overwhelmed by an enormous feeling of gratitudeand love for this dear, dear woman who was now giving me the ultimate gift that any sister could give to her.