It seemed like it lasted for a lifetime tender and yet so hard. So light and yet so demanding. I melted in his strong arms. And I knew he really meant...what he said. His kiss told me a million things that cannot be expressed in words.Slowly, we broke the kiss. He hugged me tight I never want to let you go, Rashmi”. I didn’t say anything. I didn’t know what to say. He kissed me again. This time, I could feel the urgency of the kiss. He was simultaneously fondling my breasts through my salwar. I. . stood ... err existed with all of the component parts of matter whizzing round me as reality fell apart. And it was my fault.How the fuck do you restart a universe? Everyone was gone, dead, and it was all my fault. I nearly cried. Mum, Dad, even my little sister who was a terminal pain in the arse, gone, dead. OK, I cried.I wished I'd never changed PI, and I hadn't.Now this might get a little confusing, just try to bear with me. Remember time is something a god created for you, not gods like. They woke a few hours later, and I put my book away. We went to the dining car for dinner. After dinner, we went back to our seats. An hour later, the conductor came through to unlock the sleeping berths. I wasn’t sure that I’d use mine. As I had on the flight over, I thought about staying awake the entire trip. Pam had other ideas.“Do you think I could I sleep in your bed with you?”“First of all, there are three other guys in the sleeping cabin! Second, the beds are really small!”“I wasn’t. I looked at her profile and it sure as heck seemed like a real woman was being profiled, and if it was really a guy, he was good at making himself seem like he was a woman looking to induce lactation and being suckled by strangers. She knew what she was looking for and described how she could induce a serious flow of milk with the right partner(s). On hearing the plural comment about individuals suckling at her nipples, it started to get interesting. We chatted for hours. And, we chatted.