Suddenly, Eileen strongly suspected that Kathy really loved him. Crap. There goes my last hope, but both women have the same last name. Is Jill the si...ter that I had hoped Kathy was? she wondered. She almost asked, but was distracted as the conversation continued. Eventually, she just assumed that was probably the case.As the meal and conversation progressed, much to her astonishment, Eileen realized that she was beginning to like both these women. Since Kathy was a pilot, they had a lot in. It was adorned with a single small ruby, which was Julia's birth stone. I'd splurged on her gift, spending a good chunk of my leftover money from my summer job. And after seeing what she'd given me, I was glad I'd done so."It's beautiful!" she exclaimed. She gazed at me adoringly, those big brown eyes becoming moist and dewy. She threw her arms around me, pressing her body up against mine, before telling me, "Do you know how special you make me feel?"We shared a kiss that was relatively chaste,. That's the only reason I could think of for this lack of remorse and shame.Monday morning, after Ryan had left for work, I stood in the shower staring down at the floor, my hands behind my back and the water spraying against me, running down over my neck and shoulders and cascading over my breasts. I tried to make myself feel guilty. I kept asking myself, how could I be doing this with him? How could I have so willingly taken my son's seed into my body, the body that gave birth to him? I closed. I didn't look up at his face, but kept my eyes locked onto his dick. It's as if I was thinking that if I didn't look him in the eye, it wasn't really happening.He then turned toward me and waggled his cock back and forth. I knew that he knew I was looking, but I couldn't look away. It was the first time I'd seen a live, hard cock that wasn't my own, and the whole situation screamed sex. That musty smell was in the air, mixed with bleach, and the sounds coming from our tv screens were like a sex.