I was just days awayfrom release, release that I had so hoped for would come. But I was nolonger the man that had come into this place of hell. I knew...I couldnever hope to reclaim my life as Patrick. I could still find work inadvertising, but I could never reverse what my body had become. I stillhad no desire to be around men, those feelings had only been deeplyburied from my consciousness as that was what I had to do, to survivebeing used like a woman.Further, I could never face the people I. That quick fuck outside the bar was merely an appetiser. When we got to his house I would want my main course and my dessert. I would blow him first, tasting my pussy still on his cock. I would take him right to the edge and have him thinking that he would cum, but then I would back off, take him out of my mouth and make my daring request of having my ass fucked. Lubricant would be found and he would bend me over the arm of the sofa, the leather sticking to my tits and belly. I would feel his. Unless the sun was playing tricks on her, Jacks cock was much ... much bigger that Rick’s.Jack stopped mid sentence and raised an eyebrow, “You OK?” he asked.But he knew what happened. Despite her sunglasses, Jack knew she was admiring his bulge and how his cock began to become engorged as he thought of his new friend sitting across from him. It couldn’t be helped, he thought. Jenna’s milky skin, which was only just beginning to show a rosy pink from being in the sun a little too long, was. " Absolutely," I say, trying not to make it too obvious that I'm notstaring at Kayla as she undresses and climbs into bed. "Would it-would it make me sound stuck up it I said I was in it for the musicrather than for the fame and fortune?" YES," Kayla and Lauren reply simultaneously, making me double over ina fit of giggles."Okay, fine!" I laugh. "Bring on the paparazzi, the huge, fat chequesand the TV appearances!" Five quid says I get invited on Strictly before either of you!"Lauren.