I regret not engaging with him to this day. I beat off so much thinking about what he and I would have done.I beat off for 7 more years. No sexual con...act with male or female since I was probably 15yo, I dated some very pretty and much younger girls, but just didn't have self confidence to make a move on them. I was the nice guy. Looking back everyone probably thought I was gay. In 1997 I met a young lady through work from out of town. I expressed interest in her and she liked me. She lived. Just hold on for a little longer and find something to do :)I smile and and slim the note into the bra under my Rose Bustier top and I look around at all the people. I think for a few moments, having the choice whether to play a game on my phone or do something else that would hopefully please Mr. Milks. I slowly and quietly crawl over and when I think that someone heard me and I spin my head around, they move their chair to look under and Mr. Milks quickly says, "I don't think this pen works,. Three days later I was called and asked what day would suit me. I told them and I paid the flat fee over the phone with my credit card, and verified my address, and directions. The woman assured me that Rachel would be arriving within an hour to an hour and a half. My apartment was in a condo a little ways out of the city, and it would take her a while to get here.I walked through the living room and made sure it looked neat, and then I got into the shower. I had a light, dancing feeling in my. "Turn around," you breathed into my ear. I obediently presented my back to you, sitting inside your legs my body close to yours. A jet of warm water caressed my hair as you wet it with the nozzle. Your strong hands soaped my back in circles and I slumped gratefully, almost purring. Too soon you rinsed my body, then opened the shampoo and I felt the cold, viscous liquid spreading on my scalp. Confidently, yet gently, your fingers worked it in and I melted under your touch. It took nearly the.