But like all crossdressers, I eventually found myself purging every few years because of guilt.When I graduated from college and got a real job, I dec...ded that this is a side of me that I enjoy. And since I really enjoy looking female, I should buy nice things for myself. From then on, all my lingerie must be designer (and sexy) and my clothes must be trendy, not slutty (like a real girl not a drag queen). I gave up of purging and now, I have a nice wardrobe for myself when I'm alone.I also. It is possible that Caitlin's arguments in favor of the plan won her over. I sort of suspect the thought of her daughter trying to go to college pregnant and alone was what got her fully on board.Luckily, the timing was obvious, to both parents. But as unhappy as Hannah was, she didn't blow our cover, and let Phil assume that "the boy Caitlin met while she was hiking and camping during spring break" was responsible. He was pretty unhappy that she couldn't identify this boy as anyone other than. It was enormous. Much longer then her past lovers had owned. She pressed a kiss to the tip of him, and he reacted immediately. His hand moved to clutch the back of her head as he pressed his hips forward, forcing entrance into her mouth. Her hands flew to his hips, pushing against him, but he was too aroused, too in need of revenge and too weak from betrayal to be any more gentle. He looked down at the pretty maid. Her eyes were squeezed shut, and her pretty mouth was stretched wide his cock.. Once. But I didn't get the impression she wastalking about that. She was talking about worshipping a big, hard cock.Mine wasn't big. She'd made that clear."We don't have to talk about it anymore if you don't want to," she saidpatiently.I sighed an appreciative breath of relief. I looked out of the windowas we sped down the G.W. Parkway."But," she said, adding in one more thought, "if you decide you wantone, just let me know."Stop it! I did not want to suck a cock! If I didn't though, why.