We didn't mind.Most everyone was seated when the music started. Each bridesmaid and groomsman walked down the aisle, up the three stairs onto the stag.... The last to walk down the aisle was my beautiful, wonderful wife. Once we were all on the stage they rolled a white runner down the aisle.Next came my daughter Jessie throwing rose petals. She was walking with one of my nephews who had rings pinned to a pillow. I had the real sets in my pocket. Jessie stood next to her mother and Troy, the ring. Donahue said she would see me tomorrow at the school and left. We walked out of the room and Remas bounced up to us, wrapping both Desi and me in a hug.“Wow! You are legendary,” Remas said. “‘She needs to do it right fucking now’? There are people out there who believe you are pulling the strings on the president.”“How did you even find out about that?” I asked. “You weren’t in the room.”“Jacob, unless it’s set up as a closed session, there’s always a feed onto one of the government access. She lovesyou and wants to be with you. Rachel, she knows more than you think andso do her parents. Let's clean you up and fix your face so we can allgo downstairs and you can begin to live your life and experience morethan you have ever let yourself before, ok?"I nodded and said, "Ok, I think I understand a lot more now. I can seethat you have been telling me the truth and I know more memories aregoing to surface and I have to deal with them as they come. I knowBarbara and the Nelsons love me,. Ray/Lynn didn’t wear a wig tonight but his dirty blond hair was styled in a very cute behind the ears way flipping under, I was so excited to be back over there, we started to kiss, and I started to kiss down her chest she grabs me by the mouth and squeezes my cheeks quite hard and whispers ‘tonight is going to be different, I’ll be in full control, if it gets to scary say Pineapple, is that clear?’ My heart jumped as I nodded, ‘very good’ she said while gently pulling my hair to the side, ‘now.