I told her there was only one, and that was my wife, she looked only slightly embarrassed as she told me she was "Sorry to hear that. But it wasn't th... first time!" I thanked her and left.At the office I tried to carry on as normal, but didn't really succeed. It was a unanimous decision by the staff that either I went home or they staged a mutiny. So I went home and got drunk; it was the best idea I could come up with at the time.About four in the afternoon Sandra called and asked what was. "I then proceeded to tell her about my boss' reveal about all themedication and the 'behavioural encouragement'. Again, I was concernedabout whether Fran?oise's behaviour towards me was genuine, and I askedher straight."Of course, my dear," she said, seeming hurt that I would even questionit. "She has not asked me to do anything other than look after you.Everything else I have done with you is because I wanted to because Ilove you," she finished, smiling.Smiling back at her, I couldn't really. ”As I was looking questioningly at the other two men, he said, “Ye mere workers hai. Ye kaam karte hai mere saath.”Before I move on, let me tell you how the three looked. Sudhesh looked around 40 years old and had a wheatish color skin. He was actually looking decent, maybe because he earned so much. He was quite tall and also had rough hands, which I found out later. The other two had a dark complexion and a skinny body.I said, “Ha, aa jaiye andhar please.”As I had only opened the door by a. I just cannot relax back there. I shut up like aclam. Even when I am really excited I freeze if he touches me there. I?ve had anal intercourse once, years ago, with Paul, my boyfriend in college. I wish I couldsay it was horrible and that I hated it. It wasn?t. It hurt, a little, but itwasn?t too bad, and ? For heaven?s sake, let?s just admit it. I fucking likedit! Of course I did not tell him I liked it. What would he thinkof me? In any case, I felt guilty about it, so it was good that we.