My family was all enjoying a good time watching the fireworks.All of a sudden, most likely from drinking so much Diet Coke in the park, I really neede... to pee. So I said. "Uh, I need to go back to the hotel room and go to the bathroom."My parents nodded and as I started to walk, my mom followed with me to the hotel room since she had the key to the room. In reality, I probably should've taken the stairs, but fearing I might lose control from walking up, I hit the up button to the elevator. We. As time wore on I became restless. Everything around me was eerily silent. Suddenly I heard a car driving into my drive way as I peeped out, I saw the young man getting off his blue car. As I heard his footsteps getting closer and closer, I slipped into a bathrobe. There was a knock on the door and I went and opened it, it was Nathan, he was smartly dressed in a Colorado Avalanche t-shirt and dark blue chinos and smelled of a cheap musky perfume. He looked exactly like the stereotypical college. . She asked me so how many chocolates do I need and even before I responded she kissed me on my cheeks…the first touch, the body odor, the feel of being so close to a girl that cute and sexy my blood levels rose like anything, all of a sudden there was lot of heat in the body. So this is what Chocolate is and then she is like now you decide how many you want…I said if this is what I get probably I need 100 and she is like it have to be 50-50 and then I just hold her hand leaned on to her cheek. Then I realized something; they were afraid too. They were afraid of me. I knew they knew about Rath, but I didn’t think Sarah had told them I knew about them too.Late that afternoon after the funeral we took Emily and Emma out to the cemetery to see where they were buried. It was a mistake; the reality of it all set in and it wasn’t pleasant. Sarah saved the day; she got the girls to collect all the ribbons and bows that were on the flowers that covered the grave. The physical act of gathering.