I kind of like the idea of having you thisway. And who knows? You might decide you like it, too."How could she even suggest that? The thought of re...aining trapped inthis pink, hairless body, so female, and having to speak in his newgirly voice, appalled him. He held his lower lip between is teeth andnoticed how full it was. His former identity had been stolen from himin so many ways. Then he reluctantly said, "All right. I'll try."She grinned at him and responded, "I'm sure you will,. " And I suppose you do? Hah hah hah! In your dreams Don. In your dreams."He turned and walked out. I sat there realizing for the umpteenth time that having known someone so intimately, someone so special and famous, would always lead to this. Doubt by others that I'd actually known her closely. I'd learned to not talk about it ever. Almost.She'd become what she'd worked hard for. Rhea and the band were still together, still knocking out hit after hit. She had what she wanted. I was always. ’ ‘Ben…After you left she quit everything except the dancing. She did three parties for me out of obligation and that was it. She does love you.’ ‘Yeah, ok, suppose I believe you and accept that she loves me. If I can’t trust her ever again, how am I supposed to love her as much as I once did?’ ‘I don’t think she will ever cheat on you again Ben. She has been through hell for the last few months. She misses you more than you realize. I think she can be trusted now for sure. She has seen what. You've always been the provider, taking care of your family, your friends, and with your job everyone and they don't even know you or what you do. It's a surprise, but when you think about it it also makes sense. As Julia you can let your hair down and enjoy. I'm sure it's a bit of a break. You have a fresh start and aren't carrying any learned behaviors or preconceived notions." Did I just get a minute long therapy session?" you say giggling."You knew what you were getting yourself into.".