She is still here and I feel her every day. Everywhere I move in this house, I feel the evidence of a life — a wedding, a baby, a sweet little cabin...in the mountains, years spend in constant company. I feel footsteps that are far too broad and deep for me to fill. Up until a few days ago, her clothes still hung in the closet. The dresser on her side of the bed holds half-finished projects, blank scrapbook pages, journals and photos. I do not move anything. I dust over her books, I wipe the. When we finally broke the kiss, she told me to sit back. I did and she reached down and slid off her bottoms. Her light and somewhat sparse well trimmed pubic patch glistened with her juices."I'm ready now."I leaned down to grab my jeans and pulled out a condom packet and a small bottle of lube. I felt proud that I'd come prepared. She smiled and took a different bottle off her nightstand."You wont need the rubber, I'm on the pill. And I like Astra-glide."I took off my boxers and she turned to. I had a couple vehicles to choose from, but passed by the new F-150 4x4 that Gloria had bought for my birthday last year. Likewise the Mustang convertible that was actually a Churchill Aviation owned car. I threw my bags into the back of my old CJ-7 and left, for what I expected would be the last time. The prenup gave everything jointly owned by Gloria and I to her in the case of divorce, and the company car would be returned as I fully intended to resign my position as VP of development at. Auf meinen K?chentisch sortierte ich den Einkauf erst einmal vor. DasGem?se und die gekaufte Ente konnten gleich drau?en bleiben, weil sienoch zubereitet werden mussten. Der Rest verschwand im K?hlschrank. Bevorich mich um die Vorbereitungen des Essens k?mmern konnte, musste ich nocheinmal meinen Keller aufsuchen. Nach dem Blick durch den T?rspion gingich so schnell wie m?glich in den Keller. Nach kurzen Suchen hatte icheinen Kerzenst?nder und die entsprechenden Kerzen gefunden. Also,.