He succeeded most of the time. As if he had any control over their finances, he felt responsible for their monetary situations. He wished he could hel... them more. He wished he could replace their gloom with a smile and their pennies with dollars. Sensitive to their plight, he wished he could make their lives monetarily better. He wished he could educate them on how they could become financially sound, free of credit card debt, and secure in the knowledge that they had enough money in the bank. ?Must allow enough time to clean up? she thought, then stood nude in front of the camera, posed with the sharp broken edge of the knife, about 2 inches from the handle, pressed into her belly. Half a dozen photos, now time to add some more blood. Must remember to twist to get in the wounds from her fall in the garage into some of the shots. ?Oh my? for the first time she felt close to an orgasm without having to finger her clit! She arched her back then thrust the broken knife as hard as she. I don’t understand why it is a sin and against the law for Ijah to have sex with me one day and then not the next. I realize I love him and also Jamaal but what they are asking is to much, I love my balls. To let someone cut them off seems outrageous to me, but now I am thinking to myself what good are balls if I cannot be with the people I love most in life and if what they are saying is true will I really miss them? I need time to think this over. ———————- “I need time to think this over,. )Rob presented her with a nicely cooked offering and they sat at the table. Her tidy and well presented, he still in his PJ`s unshaved and bedraggled, it being Saturday neither had work to rush off too and normally the day would have been one for taking it easy. Rob asked why “during last night` s ‘sexual excitement’ she had referred to him as Phil?” with a slight blush she told him that she “had had a secret wish, a fantasy, for some time, of be used and abused by her sister`s boy or his.