He finds a place in front on theground."Last night. She confirmed it this morning," I confess without worryingabout trying to hide it now that pretty...much the whole school knows."What do you think?" I'm upset that I had to hear about it from my parents. I'm upset thatshe would even go to that stupid party in the first place. Did you knowthat she was gonna get Valedictorian this year? What was she thinking?"I rant nearly hysterically."Did you ask her if this is what she wanted? What does. A misunderstanding.?***John laughs, reaches under the bed. I move to Merida’s side, lightly tracing her ribs. She thrashes, shifting her torso, ordering me not to touch her, tying to escape my fingers.She doesn’t see John set the bag of goodies on the bed. She’s drowning in her own shame, her fear getting the best of her. And she doesn’t see John wink, a signal that sends us reaching for her ankles. Those ankles are slim, fitting neatly in our meaty fists. Merida doesn’t weigh but 120 pounds.. I pulled her down and made her sit on my dick. I grabbed my dick and she sat on it. The moment she sat she let out a loud noise….aaaaaahhhhhhh…..and i thrusted it in.Now she started to move up and down on my dick and was moaning like crazy….aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh……. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhbbb…… aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh…… uuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmm…….. yyyyyyyaaaaaaa………. yyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaa……… ooooooohhhhhhh……. yyyhyaaaaaaaaa……. oooooooooooooooooooooooooo…….. fffffffffffuukkkkkk…….. yyyyyyyyaaaaaaaa………. Almost immediately she thought about masturbating; it had quickly become the part of her day when she felt in control of her phobia; when she could just lose herself physically. In fact she had been masturbating every night that week, to the same fantasy of her attack. One of the benefits of a damaged psyche like hers was that she could turn her worst fears into something sexually stimulating, it really did feel cathartic. It was as if her sexual arousal suppressed her fear. Soon after.