My father says that the neighboring boy had invited me down to the creek to play. That was the day that the city was using dynamite to clear some lime...tone from the creek so they could lay concrete and put a bridge over it. I guess I got to close. Everyone says I’m fortunate that I have no visible scars.. some days I wish I did. Instead, the deafening blast took my hearing. I have been deaf ever since. Now, I know what you’re going to say. I should be happy that I have a great life and a. You will never tell ANYONE where you are going or why, and not talk to your landlord about your lease, or even that you are leaving. You will take all the cash you can get, throw your purse and all other personal items except for your ID in the trash, get on a bus, and come to me. .You have the address from the collar and toys I've sent you. When you arrive here, you will crawl in the dog door in the backyard like an animal, and you will be beat. Beat beyond reason, beyond limits,. I looked closely at Mother, and then at the pile of clothing she?dbrought out. It actually made sense. I did think the lingerie waspretty, and the skirt was cute. I picked up the top and admired the cutand princess sleeves. I liked the lacy material at the bottom of themidsection. I could see women I work with wearing such a cute outfit. Ipicked up the package of tights she?d brought out. They were my sizeaccording to the weight chart on the packaging material. They were afiner quality lace. OK, so he’s not into the whole incest thing... But at least he’s wondered! I took a sip from my wine. Surely I could just convince him anyway. I emptied the glass and followed Dan outside with the bowls. The brief passing outside didn’t help either. I made a deliberate attempt to at least show some interest by looking at his grey tracksuit trousers and licking my lips. I didn’t care how much of a slag I looked; I just needed to convince him. Hell the alcohol must have got to me. I got no such.