’ ‘Hey, where’s Nate?’ I asked. Then I remembered. Oh shit. I can’t believe it. He’s really gone. I broke down, sobbing. Now that I had an...outlet, all the emotional baggage I’d been bottling up over Nate’s death came flooding out. ‘Holy shit! It just hit me. He’s gone. He’s gone! Ohhhh, FUCK!’ The tears came gushing now. Liv turned her head to look at me and said softly, ‘Shit, please don’t cry! I hate seeing you like this! Listen to me. Matt. Look at me.’ I was balling and avoiding eye. I wanted to feel you have that power over me.” She kissed me deeply. “I knew that I would be safe with you, but more than that, I wanted to choose who was hurting me, who had power over me, and I chose you.”I felt so grateful for her love, even if that love came to be from the twisted machinations of her father. That son of a bitch. He hadn’t wanted her back because of Judy, he had wanted her back because he missed fucking her. But more than likely, had he moved onto Reese?“What about Reese?”“I. He by the time took off his jacket and was in tight body fit tee and jeans; he was looking huge with big and strong muscles. He then held my hand that was new between us, and said he really likes me! I blushed and kept quiet; he then praised me and asked me will I be his GF. I just smiled and he took my hand and kissed it, It felt electrifying, I again smiled and held his hands.I wanted to be close to him, we were sitting in different chairs across table, I said lets walk for some time, and. We didn’t have time for any serious stuff because that roof door could open any moment.I did allow my hand to wander down her back to her twin succulent globes that had been tantalizing me for days. She made no objection to my explorations and I knew that we would have to consummate this deal sooner rather than later.The tricky part was to do it so I was not in danger of being tossed from the Jury or causing her grief with her own superiors for breaking all the rules.She whispered in my ear.