."Jason did not respond; the air remained thick with Seeger's silence. Jason resisted prompting him. He was not making any sense out of the patterns -... or the lack thereof -- around Seeger's mind.Seeger finally let out a rumbling sigh. "Mr. Conner, this is not about Dr. Mann, or whatever just happened between you and he. I have you here because I require clarification, as you appear to be associated with the others and may know of what I speak."Jason gave Seeger a look of confusion tinged with. But the comment sure popped back into my mind as a pair of feet tiptoed to the bed. I decided in a flash that I needed to firmly take the initiative. I had an inspiration to perform oral sex as an instantaneous surprise, and I would’ve given my husband the BJ if it had been him coming into my bed – but it wasn’t.A woman can recognize her man by many things, and sight need not be one. It was black as pitch in the bedroom, but I swiftly came to the realization that Nick was in my bed. My hand. “I’m out of here,” Dave informed Linda, “but if you have a change of heart, phone me? You know where I’ll be”, and with that, he stood up and walked away, not only from the table, but from a life that had become a farce, a sham, and a lie. Linda just sat there, watching the world of illusion that she’d created fall apart and dissolve before her very eyes. Despite her resolve, a single tear managed to escape, running slowly down her cheek as it built up momentum, finally dripping off her. It was heaven. I let myself go into him just a small ways and we merged lightly. Our bodies and lips were together, but I felt him against and through me.The rest of the world disappeared -- nothing else mattered right then. Our kiss was soft and warm, not insistent or lustful. It was a gentle sharing of our feelings and of ourselves, and it seemed to last forever. I only wished it could. Finally, we broke contact, stepped back a bit and held our hands together.He said softly, "I just don't see.