I felt the tears coming again, but i fought them back, and gotmyself into the shower to get cleaned off, but the shame I felt atthat moment simply wou...dn't wash away.When I got myself out of the shower I got dressed, getting my bra backon, and pulling my still damp knickers up my legs. My arms were sosore from the titty fuck I had to ask Danny to zip my dress back up,before I stepped back into my heels. I felt embarrassed now to bedressed like this, as last night when I got dressed up I was. Matt loved his mother dearly and treasured all the time they spent together growing up, she was more than a mother, she was a great friend that tried her best to join in with his increasingly nerdy interests.Matt was a handsome young man, he was often shy and quiet around strangers, but among friends was had an uncanny charm and confidence that always made Abby wonder why she hadn't seen Matt with a girlfriend. Matt did have plenty of friends which were girls, as while he did tend to gravitate. ”“That’s not true! She cries almost every night, when she thinks I’m asleep. She looks bad, Da. I think she misses you, too. Will you come see us?”That’s all it took to make my decision. I would go see her, tell her what she did to us. I’d be kind, but I would accept no blame. She’d managed to screw this up all by herself.“I promise. How come you’re here?”“Aunt Justine and Uncle Colin brought me. Did you know I was coming?”“No, baby. It’s the best surprise I’ve ever had.”I was giving some. "Allison, Mary and Lisa. Fly up a few hundred feet and scout around."Allison radioed back, "Nothing nearby except the ruined building, but there is a Quonset hut sort of thing, some cages and a tall fence over there. I'm guessing about a half mile away." She pointed past the ruins."OK. Everybody on the ground. Mental and radio silence unless there is an emergency. We walk from here. Phoebe, Star, Spring and I will lead off in a diamond pattern. The rest of you, team in threes, and flank us on.