Chachi went off to sleep after completing his drinks n chicken. The children had already slept for they had school on the next day. Chachi n me were w...tching tv on the couch .. She sat closer as we were talking but still drunk. My hand slipped on her fat belly. She was wearing a t-shirt which was till her waist only. So my little finger touched her belly. She held my hands so that I could not move it from there. I liked her hands touch.We laid like this for a never ending period. And I feel. You lose, we sell you to Frenchman.”I tried to read Mataoka’s face; she had heard this, but she was unreadable. Quickly five braves came over and stood in a row and I was made to stand beyond them, my hands untied, facing the sitting chief. I glanced back at my wife for encouragement. I saw a single tear trickle down her brave, hard face.I felt a spear prod me in the arse. It made me jump and move forward, but it didn’t break the skin. It was just to get me to go through their gauntlet.The five. The dazed redhead was leaning forward over the counter, staring at herself in the mirror. As Susan watched her face got closer and closer until her nose was almost pressed against the glass. The red headed teenager's hands were on the counter to prop her up and her legs had spread apart to balance herself better.Susan caught her breath and groaned weakly. She'd had the hots for Amy since she'd first set eyes on the willowy young girl last year, attracted by her long, coltish legs and her high. I was on a great trip, I thought, when it started hitting me. I woke up in the emergency room. I got out. I realized where I was. I tried to overdose on some pills. They kept me for two weeks in a psych ward for evaluation. That's when I decided." Wow!" I said."Baby," Donna said, "I haven't yet told my Cindy all this. Just me showing up is a big enough shock to 'er." She loves you to pieces," I said, "but yes, it's a shock." Probably a worse kind of shock than her last letter, where she says.