And it had rubbed off on me. I was in an inhuman withdrawal. The lonely days had nothing on the bitter nights. I suffered as I found myself unable to...control my beast-like lust for him. My master was gone. I had been pushed over the edge. In my days of reflection came sick and twisted thoughts of what I could, would, do to exact my revenge. I wanted it badly. I wanted James and his wife to feel the pain that I was enduring. The emotional withdrawal and uncontrollable lust I could not satisfy.. Acting on a hunch I visited her apartment finding an extra key over the door frame. Opening the door I found her in the bedroom with the windows boarded up. She lay on the bed as peaceful as the dead. In her state she did not even seem to feel me touch and feel the coldness. Alina’s skin was like ice. I felt for a pulse and felt one that barely registered. A chill down my spine as all the pieces fell into place. Producing the stake I prepared to stab it into her heart, but when the moment came. He was kissing Mommy above me, and I could feel her arms reaching around to Daddy’s butt and pulling it even tighter into me. Golly, that was great, Daddy pushing his crotch into me and Mommy pulling it too! I knew they both wanted me, dear Diary. I slid off to the side, looked up at both of them. I said, “Hey, I’ll be the Boss, okay? Daddy, it’s been too long since the drive-in. It’s time for more fun with us, isn’t it?” He looked down at me, still hugging Mommy, and I could see his cock. Care had already been taken to put him in a distant part of the house. He arrived just before dinner, looking remarkably handsome.Being already dressed, I showed him up to his room and remained with him. He was in ecstasies at seeing Lou so beautiful and begged me to favor his fucking her after dinner, for he would never be able to hold out if he did not have her that evening.He said that one night, gazing on the photograph of her legs and bosom, his weapon throbbed so fiercely that to diminish.