Without warning I shot the three carrying guns. At that point, I made a calculated decision. If I had been alone, I would have shot the other two and ...ave been done with it. However, I wanted to bring my cousins around to my way of thinking and shooting what amounted to unarmed men wouldn’t help me do that in the least. So, instead, I put the rifle down on the ground with my hat and stood up.“What are you doing?” Miguel asked in surprise.“These men may not have honor, but I do,” I replied. It was Chrissie I met."Any chance of getting a shower, before I get changed," I asked."Use the shower outside the shearing shed that is the one the shearers use," was all she said.Returning I saw that a towel and a bar of laundry soap was on the chair. I was certain it wasn't there when I was in the room previously, but there was also an old cut-throat razor beside the soap. I have never used a cut-throat razor in my life, I only hope there is a mirror by the shower.After showering in rather. They’d kept me u*********s for a couple of weeks to makes sure I wasn’t overly stressed and thereby allow the swelling to go down. I underwent a battery of tests to see if I’d suffered any brain damage.Finally I was released home and into the care of my mother. This didn’t sound so bad, my mother had always looked after me as well as she could whilst working full time in her own business. My sister had been a bit of a terror for me the last few years but of late she’d been friendly and nice to. SUNFLOWER: Fuck, that sucks. Hate that shit. Guys’re such jealous pricks, too. “You spend more time talking to that Troy guy than you do to me?” Yeah, maybe because YOU ran out of things to talk about after your car and football; and HE’S been my best friend since before I could say his name, when he was still “Toy” and I was still “Joowie,” and we never run out of stuff to talk about.Julie lit a cigarette as she waited for his reply.MATH BOY: Yeah, I know. “Why’re you always talking to that.