There were still bottled up feelings of pain and hurt-filled memories brand boiled just below the surface. The fact was seeing those who cruelly raped...me served as a reminder, and all the shit I went through to be who knew of the past abuse both mental and physical, would tell me to get over it, move on. After all we were about to be married! But, what we are talking about her is fate.No, if payback was going to be had, it wasn’t going to come from help from my man.I started by coming up with a. For a sixteen-year-old girl, Christ she had a body on her. Bathing suits I'd see her in, walking around the backyard, sun tan lotion all over her, her ass wiggling as she walked across the backyard. And then one thing led to another over a long period of time, and I had no idea what the fuck I was thinking but I would up behind my garage one day making out with her, my tongue shoved half way down her throat, my dick bulging in my shorts, and thinking about one thing. Getting in her pants.I'm. I packed a few items of my own and hid them in the boot of the car hoping they would either ask me to stay or agree when I mentioned it. About 2 hours later we arrived at the posh 5 star hotel in rural Derbyshire and I helped the girls who were now quite merry and excited into the reception with their luggage. As they were booking in with one clerk I enquired with another as to whether there were any vacancies? I found that I could have a double room for two nights (the only one that was. That meant that I had to sort of part with my old friends and develop a relationship with three new pilots. It just dawned on me: was I promoted and given the new flight because I was the one with a car, Connie's old one, so that I could provide transportation into town? I asked Col. Handly, and he assured that I was promoted on merit, but I couldn't help that nagging thought in the back of my mind.I did manage a couple of semi-training flights with my new group, and we got to shoot at some D..