At the time I thought it was just stress or something. I mean, they say getting divorced is right up there with losing a child or getting diagnosed wi...h a terminal illness as far as what it puts you through. Divorce doesn’t just steal what you have now, it steals the future you thought was yours from the moment you said ‘I do.’ But anyway, I just felt this sharp and throbbing pain in my head like somebody had taken a freezing cold dagger and plunged it into my brain right at the base of my. I alreadymissed my father's ready smile, his kindness and obvious love for me.He was always there for me when I needed him and now he wouldn't be. Imissed my mother's love, her embrace, her sweetness. I was as close tomy mother as anyone could be. She was my rock, my guiding light. Oh howI missed them both.I started shivering as I realised that the water was getting cold.I turned off the shower and I dried myself quickly.I went into my bedroom and put on my dressing gown.In the kitchen I filled. While going to bedroom I squeezed Ranjana’s boobs over her bra and she screamed OOoOuch.As we entered bedroom I asked her to relax as she was slightly shy in front of me . We both sat on bed . She came near me and put her head on my lap and we started chatting.Sujata: Heard a lot about you that you are very good on bed and have satisfied Ranjana very well .I : Yes. How do you want me to do with you ?Sujata: I want to enjoy at the fullest.I : Sure. What are your sizes ?Sujata: I have 40, 28, 34. I started opening my palm and moved my finger towards her breast. Her chudithar was of fine material and adjusted her chudithar so that my hand moves there easily.Then as my finger touched her bra, I gave her a gentle circular squeeze. She started to create a romantic sound like a a m m m m m m m m m a, my hot breath was directly going on her earlobes, the scene became so romantic, I felt like kissing her lips but it was public so I avoided.My grip over her breast became strong I squeezed her.