Jill was smiling back at Eileen, and as far as she could determine, the smile was an honest one and didn't appear to be a show of arrogance or worse. ...Oh, my," Eileen managed to get out as she put the cups down on the bar in front of her before she dropped them.She remembered wondering why there were so many women at the Retreat and so few men, and ... the women were all – at least the ones of them she had noticed – wearing wedding rings. Just as her mind made the leap, she felt a hand touch. We went upstairs, got our clothes together, and then took a shower together in the master bath. I washed her and she washed me. There was a lot of playing around and kissing in there. When the hot water ran out, we got out, and dried off."What would you like for dinner?" I asked, as we got dressed."Can we go out to eat?" she asked."OK, but where?" How about a seafood place? The doctor said fish was good for me." OK, put some nice clothes on and we'll go out to dinner."She came downstairs a. My parents and friends never suspected how low I had fallen by putting on shows nightly with my naked body and my shades up after dark. I had also fallen into a nasty habit of watching my neighbors little tableaus of perversions best left to the imagination and not described in too much detail for fear of offending the more sensitive of readers looking for spicy content but not past a certain zone of comfort.I was delighted to discover available employment as a store clerk at a popular clothing. She was my patient and... I was grossly negligent in her treatment.”“But you loved her,” he said in a voice barely above a whisper.“You never get involved with a patient, John… never… friendship or otherwise… but I did.”John gently rubbed her thigh as she continued speaking.“All of my colleagues told me it wasn’t my fault and I wasn’t to blame… they circled the wagons around one of their own, you know, never knowing the whole truth… never knowing about my ethical failure.”He looked.