I left there and went to office. But I could not stop thinking about neelima behavior. I reached home I heard door knock it was indeed neelima.She ask...d can I come in. I said ok. We sat. Then she said I love you. I want you to be with me always. And continued it is not from just four days but long ago but I restricted myself. But by seeing your goodness I can’t stop telling you all these. I don’t want to know your opinion also. I just said because I wanted to say. And she left and while leaving. I’m not going to bore you with the ‘daddy beat me’ shit; you know all about that. I respect you too much to try to ‘play that card,’ like it’s my note from Mommy, excusing me from The Human Race.”Susan nodded and commented.“Yeah. Someone warned me once about laying all our tragedy cards on the table and seeing who wins.”Helen leaned forward and cupped her forehead in her right hand. The motion of her neck was felt in her shoulder, but she didn’t care.“You weren’t insulting me when you said I. I was guessing that they’d never been close to a white lady, not one in her late 30’s showing a bit of leg, I could only imagine what was in their minds, but the thought of having two brown rock hard knobs in every hole was making my fanny soaking wet. I wasn’t sure what to do, after all this was a dentist surgery, I wanted to lift my dress, spread my legs and pull my knickers to one side, I wanted to show them my married wet cunt! Just then my name was called, I came to my senses, but as I. .fancy. Iwould not take the chance of discovery. What would happen to our familyname?" Really Henry, you are being melodramatic," Margaret said and that mademe laugh, we both laughed then."You are right, Margaret. I am being silly. But seriously, I reallycould not."We went to dinner at a local restaurant and while we talked, Margaretsuddenly said."I have a wonderful idea." Do tell," I said."No, I can not tell you here. Please come by the manor tomorrow. It isyour day off. I have.