I hoped they found another boy to take care of them soon. And of course, I was going crazy out in the suburbs without any of my men to have sex with. ...one of the guys at my new school seemed interested, and neither did the teachers. Maybe they were just scared. At any rate, I found myself masturbating and fantasizing a lot more. One of the men I fantasized about was Mr Hanson. He lived across the street from our new house. He looked kind of geeky when he was dressed to go to work, but soon. He was married and almost fifteen older. But it did not stop me from noticing him and lusting after him. There was something sexual brewing but we both ignored it until we decided to meet for a dinner. The dinner was platonic and only official topics discussed but as we were leaving the restaurant, I did not want the evening to end. We stopped for paan, tried to elongate the time we had but finally he dropped me home. Nothing happened but that night, I got wet thinking of what I wanted him to. “I think you know very well. If you don’t believe me, wear something sexy one of these days and watch his reaction. If you don’t see an instant reaction then I will admit I was wrong. In fact I’m so sure of it, I’m willing to bet my car on it!” Alison said, reaffirming her notion.“I don’t think I can do that. He is my son!” Diane replied in shock of friend’s suggestion.“That’s up to you, I’m just saying, don’t knock it till you try it.” Alison said, regressing from her affirmative stance. As I sat there watching the door. 'Mmmm' I wondered was I being stood up as my watch told me it was 10 after the hour, had she gotten cold feet or had she spied me and found me undesirable.As I sat there drinking my beer Carolyn walked through the front door. There was instant recognition by both of us. Over a beer we talked and it was apparent that there was a mutual attraction.To our luck the restaurant was adjacent to a motel and we quickly got a room. As soon as the room door closed we.