He smiled and could see my apprehension, "you'll get used to it, just strip and take your shower" he told me. I stripped and Tony watched my every mov..., he still had a smile on his face as he stripped for his evening shower, I watched him as well. I had never thought about other guys, but when he got down to his white briefs his bulge was amazing to me, his skin was dark and contrasted with his underwear. I saw Tony the next day after school, we were in the locker room alone again. He walked up. But in John, it was much stronger than his desire to live. Why? I asked again and again and saw no answer. It just did not compute. However, even with his intense desire, John did not act. Why? That was a more complicated question than I first thought. Originally I thought it was fear. He was scared of the consequences. He was afraid that people would think that he was an abnormality. He feared that it would alienate him from his family and friends. He was afraid that it would. When I faced him, he was mesmerized with me and his lower jaw dropped and he failed to close his mouth the whole time I was standing in front of him. It took me the five minutes to make him understand what I was saying and to push him to attend the meeting. Of course we were late and the whole office got to see my jiggling boobs when I was trying to catch up with his fast pace, they didn't contain their appreciation of the show and they whistled and shouted at me.Once inside the meeting room I. And we left the elves alone even when they were outside their quarter, but nobody ever told me why.”Shavala nodded, then rode closer to a passing dorvasta man, who was also riding. “Excuse me,” she said to him, “is there a fletcher’s shop here, or maybe a leatherworker? Someone that sells quivers?”He stopped his horse near them and looked over her clothing. “I don’t speak Elven,” he said in Eastern.How could an elf not speak Elven? She didn’t know Eastern very well, so she repeated her question.