He looked me over for a long, long time.I let him.Soon Colleen peeked around him and invited me in. I wanted to pick her up and hug her, but knew that...would fulfill me but scare her, so I smiled, walked in, and waited. Rebecca and Millie stood just beyond Colleen, and I gave them the same look of love, and hoped it conveyed my joy.Jim cleared his throat but before he could speak I said, "I know. I really do know. You're confused, angry, suspicious, and hopeful, which is exactly what I am. I believe in the defense and protection of the homeland for and by all citizens and I honor those who served in the Armed Forces, which now makes me a militant.Please help me come to terms with the new me ... because I’m just not sure who I am anymore!I would like to thank all my friends for sticking with me through these abrupt, new found changes in my life!I just can’t imagine or understand what’s happened to me so quickly!Funny, it’s all just taken place over the last 8 years!As if all this. Angie, Baby ... I believe him."With a quiet giggle, Angie grabbed his hand and tugged him toward the bedroom. "Then let's do some bonding." But what about our girls?" Eric wondered aloud as he glanced back over his shoulder at Alice and Terri's bedroom door. "It's not late and they haven't told us good night, so they're still up. They'll..."Inside the bedroom, Angie shoved the door closed, never breaking stride. "They know what's going on and they're all for it." They know?" Eric almost. Only when she returned and sat on the sofa opposite did either of us notice that underneath her robe she appeared to be naked, she smiled at us both as we sat talking and drinking opposite her, I looked at John and could see that the mood had changed, I knew John had always wanted to touch another man, but never had he said, in any of our conversations, that Judy would want to either be there or watch. I just sat there glued to the sofa as Judy nodded towards me and John moved his hand onto my.