But then it changed when I was still only a little girl. She quit her job and started traveling from town to town and city to city with Mallory for a ...ew pageant or modeling gig. Her and my dad’s marriage slowly became more like a arranged business deal. And HE had to play mommy and daddy to me when she’d be in another state for months with Mallory, who she eventually placed in homeschooling. She focused solely on Mallory and kicked me to the curb. I don’t think she did it on purpose. I truly. He tried his luck with women, but a broke, effeminate looking guydoes not get much female attention.When he reached thirty the urge to crossdress resurged. The little sparecash he had was spent on sexy underwear, shoes, dresses and makeup.In his mid thirties he decided to create a profile on a contact site, inthe name of Debbie36. He was amazed at the attention he got. Guys weremessaging him all the time. The massages ranged from polite to obscene.He had fantasies about being a woman and having. ."She silenced me with an elbow to the ribs. "You jack ass. I meant how long I have dreamed about fucking you. I'll tell you how long. Do you remember the night you and Terry camped out in that old camper?" Yeah. I remember we camped out in that camper many times. I'm sure you and Renee did as well." Yeah we did, but we never had guests."My mind went back instantly to the one night Terry and I had the Froder twins in the camper after his folks had gone to bed. Lizzy saw the recognition dawn on. I felt horribly embarrassed when I realized he had been asking the other nurses about me. They all teased me shamelessly about him. In a way, I think that is another reason why I pulled further away from him. I peaked at the alarm clock. I let out a long sigh. I used to love my job. This past month, I really dreaded going to work. I think it was because I knew Jeremy would be there. ******** I was on my final day of night shift rotation in the ER. It had been a horrible night, and I was so.