I guess it would be the difference between liking someone as a friend and actually loving them in the most romantic way possible.As soon as we could b...eathe again normally, Colin started to clean me up with his mouth. I told him, "Not yet," and pushed him gently away.I pulled a white silk scarf out of the drawer beside the bed where I'd put it this morning. "Wipe me gently with this. Gather my maiden's blood and I shall treasure it forever."He did it perfectly, a long gentle swipe from beyond. And I began to think that Aileen should have had the operation years before, because her whole personality had changed so much. She seemed to be permanently on a high and all of her funny moods had disappeared, even at that particular time of the month.About this time, things had begun to change in my life as well. Some months before Aileen's op, I'd sent a manuscript of a novel I'd written to Rhoda Steel. She liked it and signed me up on an interim contract whilst she tried to sell it to a. “We won’t wont woo to upset the wests now would we.” She mocked as she pushed hard on the gag. Sending both a wave of lust and a small desire to throw up through the the sissy. “Oh… so the Doc went all the way with you hmmm, trust me new girl, when the nausea wears off you’ll have something in that Kawai (Cute) mouth of yours all day I wonder what else they changed.”The cleaning consisted of Ona hosing down the new sissy with cold water and making sure there were no bruises or other marks from. I was her very good friend so I decided to celebrate her birthday. I informed about my plan to Roshni. So the day came, She was wearing t-shirt and jeans and was looking like OMG! then we headed towards McDonalds, Kharghar and there we celebrated Roshni’s birthday and after celebrating her birthday Roshni and I went to my home when no one was there at my home. I was alone with an outsider girl first time in my home. She was my friend but I was having a wish to fuck from so many days, I often.