Then Jack started to change. He became withdrawn and started drinking more." I put my hand on her shoulder and told her she didn't have to continue. I...knew this story well, which was one of the reasons I never settled down. Seen to many start drinking, and relived the action in their heads, and shut out their loved ones. "No. I'm good. Any ways, about 9 years ago, he went on deployment and was gone a month. Who knows where, but called the night before and said he'd be home around 1700 hours. I. ‘Take me! Fuck me, Tommy! Make me come again! Give it to me!’ Ripples of delight swept through Tommy while his cock sank into his cousin’s gorgeous body until their pubic bones were grinding. ‘God! I can’t believe how good it feels when you’re in me!’ Kim groaned. Her body strained against her cousin’s as he pounded into her. Tommy knew he wouldn’t be able to keep it up long. It felt too good. His insides churned and roiled as his body prepared for an explosion of bliss. ‘I-I-I can’t wait! Oh,. It wasn’t all just them, though. The women and other women were sometimes involved in similar activities. I learned to use the strap on as they had used on me. But only one time was another man involved and when it happened as a random-seeming situation but carefully orchestrated. I had been instructed to pick up a stranger in a hotel bar and go up to his room with him only to find out later that it had been prearranged, though at the time it felt quite dangerous and exciting. Another test, I. Even with all the money, and all the material things I possessed, I just wasn't totally happy. I hadn't had sex since way before my husband died. How could I possibly be happy without sex? I loved sex. I needed sex. I needed a man's penis inside my still beautiful body, the big beautiful penis of this terribly handsome young man who was mowing my lawn. As he worked under the hot, boiling sun, I could see the perspiration rolling down his face and the rest of his wonderfully golden body. .