’ ‘You want Suzanne don’t you?…. Misha she was bad news for you…..Stop hankering over her, she’s gone. It’s finished. Let go and move on...’ ‘I have moved on John. But I know Tracy is just not the one, and it would be crueler carrying on. I’m going to be gone in August if everything goes to plan. Better I finish it now than later.’ Shaking his head as they started to walk back to the exit and home, John told his friend, ‘You were as addicted to the excitement and unpredictability of going out. Cassandra stared down at her toes, looking at her perfectly manicured nails. She had had a pedicure a few days ago, just before the shoot. She was clinging to that memory of being pampered like a life preserver in a cold sea of pain.Her wrists and shoulders ached from being hung from them for what seemed like an eternity. Her rear throbbed from the caning she had received from the man and her whole soul felt as if it had been ripped out and ground to bits. She couldn't even look up at her twin. . Toh hum sath khelne lage aur fir achnak se mummy ne dono ko bulaya help ke liye.. Bed uthane me help karni thi toh hum bed lagane lage aur mummy jhuk ke bed ke niche se kuch nikalne lagi toh mera dost meri mummy ki gaand dekhne laga aur mere ko dekh ke hasne laga….Me is baat ko bhul gaya fir ek din us ne mujhe bulake bola ki kya tu meri maa chodna chahega mene kaha kya keh rha hai bhai usne seriously pucha tho mene haan kehdiya fir usne kaha badle me teri maa chodunga..Mujhe gussa aaya…Me. . with Esther?" Of course, John. That's a silly question. Esther is a dear friend. We talk at least once a week." Irene hesitated a moment then continued. "She doesn't date, John. She hasn't dated anyone since you two divorced. I just thought that you should know that," concluded Irene.Irene grimaced again when she saw his eyes turn cold. "Enough, Irene. Don't meddle, I won't put up with that. Don't try to become a match maker." John paused a moment, then continued. "Irene, don't presume on our.