I desired every bit of her.Just our fingertips are touching. That's enough sometimes.I reach across her and pick up a sheet of notepaper that's filled...on both sides with blue handwriting. I had folded and unfolded that piece of paper hundreds of times, and the creases are becoming so thin I fear the paper will rip and I'll lose a section. And so, I read. I read the words written on the notebook page every day –- sometimes several times a day –- as a meditation. As a novena. As a prayer. It's my. A-N: damn your bad.. I don't I have a lot to do today.. Shelley: come on... what's the worst that can happen.. you will enjoy it.. he won't know if thats what your worried about....A-N: well if you put that way it's completely wrong.. Shelley: ok ok.. let me put it like this.. it's not cheating if we're not in the same room...or touching.. A-N: I don't know.. I want you but I dont want to cheat on him...Shelley: it's not cheating.. silly.. your there im here... plus I want you too.. infact you. Don't you worry either, because very soon here you're going to be inside me every single day, filling my happy pussy and hungry mouth with gallons and gallons of cum."Her expression became more serious, then she put her hand to my cheek, caressing me with the backs of her fingertips. Her eyes had again filled with tears. "I promise you that, on my heart. Baby, this is my life's mission now, to make you whole again, and to make amends for the mistake I made in letting you get away from me. I moved into the forest quietly and headed for the colony. When I reached the edge I stood and watched as the Cariss moved around stripping the houses.I could see the large stack of what looked like food and other supplies sitting in the middle of the main street into the colony. I quietly moved through the brush until I reached the port and the landing pads. The wreckage had been pushed to one side and I saw their huge supply shuttle sitting on the pad closest to the port building.There were.