He acted as if I’d said something to offend him and responded by saying, ?Well, no one’s ever told me that I was unattractive.? When I suggested ...hat was because no one had had the occasion to be brutally honest with him, he got visibly pissed off and blurted out, ?Well, my mom thinks . . .? and caught himself before he said something that made him look like a total, pathetic loser. Truth be told, Steven wasn’t gruesome; he was merely average. Average for a white boy unfortunately is just shy. I did not know how to react and stood there stunned."Don't look so horrified," she said grinning, "I have dressedlike this for two reasons. The first is to let you know I knowabout your little hobby and after last Saturday I think that yourlittle hobby can become a valued part of our joint lives and thesecond reason is that to go to a cross dressing party as a crossdressing man is an amazingly good idea for a costume."She came over to me and we kissed with more passion than I couldever. But Barbara wasn't afraid, this was what she wanted, what she craved. It was exciting, a strange place, strange men, and the unknown of what would lie in store for her in this building. It was a pool hall and bar patronized mainly by the locals in the area of the city. It wasn't a real big place, it had the bar along one wall with ten stools, seven or eight tables with chairs and an area off the back with a pool table. As Randy and Barbara entered Barbara looked around. Even at midnight the. I decided on the yellow dress and slipped into it. I threw on a pair of white flats and a pearl necklace and braided my hair. I walked down stairs out the door and jumped into my car and took off for church! Now, I don’t really believe in god, but growing up in the south, my mom made me go to church so I did. I really didn’t mind though since there was a boy named Joel who went as well. Joel is in the same boat as me, not really a church person but went because his family went. Joel was the.