. do that."I immediately shifted into my most reassuring hair stylist-confidantmode. I slowed down my work to give Jackie time to talk. His story waso...e I could relate to, a boy who felt like a girl but was afraid to comeout for fear of family rejection. He reminded me of what I was like ingrade school. Thinking about my growing up instantly reminded me ofendless arguments with my father, shouting, occasional beatings, andtrips to well-meaning, but misguided, therapists. This child. I like the second in command, I think she can be brought round to our way of thinking, so I want her just locked in our cabin."We have to move quickly because I think they intend getting to their destination in the next couple of days." Can you get me the tablet this afternoon, Nora?" Yes of course, and I have the code for your cell door as well." She gave Varna the sequence."What's to stop your pets from ripping my throat out, Nora? They sit eying me up as if I'm next on the menu."Nora. Possibly. Is it something I want to do, in spite of the risk, in spite of the guilt?…………………..Yes!God help me, yes I do. My eyes welled up as I came to the realization that it was, most likely, going to happen. I had never felt more in conflict with myself than I was that afternoon. A little later the phone rang again. This time it was my sweet, loving man. “Hello honey,” she said. “Hi honey,” I answered back. “Hey listen, I’m trying to sell a big ad campaign to a new client and I’m going to. I loved the attention, the excitement of not knowing what would happen, and the dancing too. I loved it when the guys would fondle me, especially in front of their friends, and I really enjoyed teasing the guys. Over a period of time I became "hooked" on the aggressive type of guy. I think I craved a strong man, which Gary wasn't, somehow it excited me to be treated roughly by a strong man. If a guy I was dancing with was a proper gentleman -- or not very aggressive I'd soon lose interest in.