It is about the people and experiences you have in life that matter. So, in closing this small prolog, which I hope leads to more chapters, my life go...s on and I am a winner. I believe in full circle power and magic. My new friend contributed a sugar sweet hot space in my forever expanding circle of life. Thank You my love! ”Car or motorcycle?” he asked. I said, “Whatever you prefer”. To which he said I must have an opinion one way or another. I shrugged my shoulders and answered I was. . I just fell." Honey, stop it! This is the 8 or 9th time you come home like this. Is there something I need to know?"I fall on my knees and start to cry."Baby tell me what's going on?" I owe some a bad guy money." Card games again?" No... I..." Tell me!" Go to our room and open my draw."*4 Minutes Later*"Baby... What the hell is this?" She asks holding a bunch of IR dvd covers. Candace Lux is in one cover blowing Shane Diesel. Another one is named "Latina Blondes Bed For BBC." Baby... I am. " I said no such thing." But it's what you meant, right?" Well... maybe. What was it about?" He's... He's having second thoughts, basically." Damn. I knew we'd left it too long." Left what?" Moving on with things, cementing the relationship, whatever you want to call it. He's had time to think about, to reason his way through things and come up with all the reasons it won't work." He has a point." And now, of course, so have you." Shawna hunched down on the nearest seat, resting her head in her. But when they died, they left what they had to his mother. She had been their only child, so either feelings still ran deep, or they just were too lazy ever to change their wills. Tim did, for years, wonder about it.But even that money came too late for his mother. It helped pay for some of her medical bills in the end, but the love she lost from them, the love she lost from Tim’s father, tears do fill Tim’s eyes for a moment, wishing his mother had something positive in her life before it.