నేను నైట్ మేనేజర్ గా పని చేస్తున్న స్టార్ హోటేల్లో నేను ...��ూమ్స్ కి వెళ్ళి కలెక్ట్ చేసుకోవాలి, బిల్ పదివేలు దాటితే.“ఓకె. రండి” అన్నాడు. టైం రాత్రి తొమ్మిది దాటింది.నేను చీర బాగా కిందకి కడతాను, దానిని ఇంకా కిందకి జరిపాను. పూకు క్లీన్ చెయ్యకపోతే, ఆతులు బయటికి వచ్చి ఉండేవి. బ్లౌజ్ లో చేతులు పెట్టి, సళ్ళని సర్దుకున్నాను. బ్రా వెయ్యను, సళ్ళు కుందేళ్ళలాగ గెంతుతూనేఉంటాయి, మగవాళ్ళ మొడ్డలు లేపుతూ, మతులుపోగొడుతూ. సళ్ళ మధ్య లోయ బాగా కనిపించేలాగ, బయటికి పొడుచుకు వస్తున్న ముచ్చికల ఔట్ లైన్ నోరు ఊరించేలాగా. She’d help me on with my pants and cardigan, shove me into her car, and never say a word. Her shame was equal to mine, and we kept each other’s secrets. Such friendship is so rare, it may as well be considered impossible to find. But naturally even she disappeared from my life just as easily as the rest, especially when the love of my life told me he fantasized about her. I could never see her the same way as before, after picturing him entering her, even if it was his sick daydream. Sometimes. Once again this girl was big. She went to the restroom and came back, still bubbly and happy. I can remember she waved at me when coming back from the restroom as if to let me know she was returning. When she sat down she made sure she scooted over a few inches closer to me so that our knees were almost touching under the table. She offered me sips of her drink and I offered her sips of mine which she gladly leaned over me, rubbing her boobs against my chest as she picked up my glass and took a. After three beers and much thought, I decided that part of it may be that I'm unattached, divorced actually. But they could go to a sperm bank and pick from thousands of donors. They'd never have to know or even deal with them after the birth. I'm in good health and have few family health issues, and Sharon would know that. But why me?It was noon, and I was already a little woozy from the beers and no food, so I went inside to make a sandwich. I grabbed bottled water and ate lunch before.