"Does that feel good, Carolina?" the doctor asked. My mother just moaned.The doctor then said it was time to do the vaginal exam. My mother opened her...legs wide and the doctor began rubbing my mother's labia in her fingers. When he reached my mother's clitoris, he particularly began to rub it, slowly and gently at first, then picking up pace."Carolina, now that I have your clitoris aroused, I want to test it's sensitivity as I did your nipples." He bent down and started licking around my. Somehow I managed to use almost every pan in the kitchen in the making of he simple dish.When I finished, I realized that there was more food than I could eat, or store in the apartment sized refrigerator. With that in mind I started calling around. By the time I got to the last contact in my phone, I was ready to give up.“Hey June, what are you doing for dinner?” I asked.“Nothing at all why?” she asked.“I had a wild hair up my ass and cooked way more food than I can eat alone. Why don’t you. I picked up my brief case and laptop and walked over to her with tears in my eyes. I said, “Monica, thank you for the wonderful 23 years you gave me. You were a great wife and mother before you became this person I don’t recognize anymore. I will always love you ... I kissed her on the cheek and walked out the door. She dropped to her knees in the doorway as I drove away.Have I done the right thing? I don’t know? Did I see her fucking anyone, no, but I don’t know if she did or not. I know what. And a day after my mother died my father marred the 18 year old girl who lived upstairs from us in the apartment building. so she became my step mother and she would baby sit me and my brothers when my mother was sick in the hospital. I never knew my real mother the sound of her voice her touch but never the less my dear sweet mother's life did have a purpose. and shortly after my mother's death my father used her life insurance policy to buy a two story house. now it's the year 1959 and were.