It never happened.” I turned towards the door but he grabbed my arm. “What do you want me to say? That I loved it? That Lauren never makes me come...that hard or ever make me feel desired? That during the ceremony, all I could think about was how your pussy tastes and how much I miss being the one to taste it? Well, now you know. I think about you all the time.” “Max, I…” I didn't know what to say either. I felt the same way, I thought about him all the time. I never wanted to admit it to myself. How could I deny her my full support at them both?To be honest, I wanted to spend every moment of our shrinking allotment of time we had together.Mary wore the same black outfit for both funerals, wearing a dark veil so she was only recognised by the press at the second public funeral, while I also wore the same dark suit delivered to me by Mr Sims for both funerals.I had wondered a couple of days earlier why I was sent the suit.The morning funeral was a small private church ceremony for family. “Yeah sure,” Andrew finally shrugged in resignation. “So how much this time?” He pressed.“Three fifty. Better be worth it, right?” Paul grinned.“Shit! That’s like nearly half what we got. We ain’t gonna be going gambling at all at the rate you’re chewing through it!”“Hey this is for you, bro. And it still leaves us over six bills. But I can call her back and tell her no, if’n you want? You just ain’t gonna get no Melody-ass if I do. She’s only with me for the cash flow. We both know that. Fuck,. "He looked at me and said, "I know you feel left out right now, but I want you to know that I haven't forgotten the little girl who ran up to my chair awhile back and said 'My job now' and started pushing me around. Now I have two more to help me. All of you have helped. Since that first day at your cheerleader tryouts, there have been five of you taking turns helping me."I got tears in my eyes and said, "I did it because you were there when George needed you. But when you'd been here a few.