Her Mother in law was not any better either. She kept saying how he doesn’t even talk to her at all.I then asked her if he doesn’t even do any of ...he sensual stuff and she went like, “Oh, that and all he does, but only when he wants to…”. So here I had a young, unsatisfied wife(calling her a wife is a bit insane because she was only 19 ).So, I knew I could be a good friend to her and maybe something would happen. We kind of became pretty good friends, I’d keep playing my guitar and she’d come. Together ... we'd still be together.But I didn't. I fucked up. I KNEW better. I KNEW I shouldn't sleep with Jaron. There was no logic, no reasoning, that said to cheat on my boyfriend and sleep with another man. I couldn't rationalize it in any way that might equal 'the right decision'. But I did it anyway. In the moment, I said 'fuck it'. And I fucked him.It was heat of the moment. I'd nearly died, trying to re-cross that street. Jaron saved me, saved my life. My mind was off its axis and my. "Pam replied, "Sounds like a logistics nightmare." It was at first but we're to the point now that everyone knows their job and they take full responsibility for doing it well. It's obvious if someone is not performing up to my expectations and I occasionally have to deliver a stern message. Most of the time, it's smooth sailing."I asked, "How do you manage to get 22 models together at one time?" Believe it or not, that's the easy part. We have a roster of about 300 girls that we've approved.. ..when does my evening begin?I was finally alone after 15 minutes. I called my co-worker to inform him I forgot to turn off my computer and if he could since he works later than me. As he went over he touched the mouse and saw some pictures of me naked, touching myself on my pussy and some caressing my tits in the hot tub. I heard him say "wow"---oh, I thought. Oops, that was for my eyes only, I forgot to close out. He said he didn't mind and thought nothing other than what I looked like under.